All of the Noise

For as long as I can remember, my entire life has been filled with white noise. It’s so loud. It’s the insane mixture of everything in my life.

Right now I have the constant screams of, “I’m not good enough!”, “What are you going to do?”, “Did you really come this far to just go this far?”, “Why am I this way?”, “You can’t do that!”

There’s so many days I’m just sick of being me. Will I ever get to the point where the noise just shuts off and I can just BE?