45

Soooo, last week was my 45th birthday. I’m 45, ya’ll!!! I used to swear up and down that if I Iived to see this age, I would throw myself a quinceañera x 3. But of course that didn’t happen. With all the stuff I have going on right now, there’s no way I could’ve done anything.

But I did have a super birthday. Everyone around me made sure of it! I got lots of sweet birthday calls and messages. My coworkers took me out for a nice lunch. That evening Vince and Aria took me out to a movie.

I probably should be feeling more pumped about reaching this “milestone” birthday, but I’m just passing through. I’ve got so much going on between work, school, health, and life stuff. I’m getting by and I could probably do it all more gracefully, but I’m definitely not backing down.

So here’s to year 45! Maybe this year I can feel like I’m actually getting somewhere.