The Adventures of a 40-something-year-old With No Clue Or Direction
When I was little, there was this big tree in front of our house. It had this perfect spot at the base for me to sit on. I would sit there looking towards the main street that cars would turn to go towards my house. Every time my parents would have another of their toxic... Continue Reading →
Whenever the world gets mad at me. Whenever I’m feeling down. Whenever I’m reminded of my own insignificance. Beer. Because beer has yet to tell me I’m worthless. “We are never sad, cause we are not allowed to be” - Rain
In a world of so many haters, let me be your cheerleader! Well, the cheerleader that wears all black. And drinks too much. And hangs out with a bunch of misfits. And hates the sun. Cheers to you and all the great things you will become! A much, much younger friend sent this to me... Continue Reading →
With this school year wrapping up, it seems like my little familia is having a lot of stuff going on. There have been changes, endings and new things are coming very quickly. My people. First, one of our longtime friends Daniel, passed away a week ago. His brother David let us know last Sunday that... Continue Reading →
If you’re like me, you might have a playlist of music to save your life. At the very top of mine you can find "Disintegration" by The Cure. Oh, that song. It has always screamed so many things of my life. All my hurts, the feelings of not being good enough, the loud never-ending thoughts... Continue Reading →
Aria was about 4 weeks old. I had an appointment to be at that afternoon. Vince was at work. It had taken me like 5 hours to get ready - and I didn't even do my hair! I just threw on a cap. Between getting myself ready, getting Aria ready, getting her fed, and figuring... Continue Reading →
I'm sure God isn't concerned with your virgin status or body count when there are worse things happening in the world. This past weekend I traveled back to my hometown to celebrate my Mamma's birthday. I really don't care to go back there, like ever. While I still have a few people I love there,... Continue Reading →
Ever since I got my first apartment, I’ve made it a point to always have a candle lit somewhere in the house. At first it was for the scent because candles can fill any room with a great aroma. Also, sitting in the dark with only a candle going is so calming. Even the smallest... Continue Reading →
So yesterday morning sucked. There’s something I’ve been wanting to do so, so bad for a very, very long time. And I got to a point where I was like, “I can do this! It’s finally going to happen!” Then, little by little, it kept slipping away. Yesterday it finally all just fell apart. I... Continue Reading →
Have some faith in your creatives. You never know what magic they could hold under their sleeve. This is why we’re broke. Occasionally I receive invitations to apply for positions I might be qualified for. Let's get one thing clear, I am back working for education. I'm currently happy with where I'm at. The environment... Continue Reading →
Midnight Revelry 