The Adventures of a 40-something-year-old With No Clue Or Direction
I went back and forth with myself on whether or not I wanted to say anything about this. I made a video, then I decided not to post it. Then I decided I could talk about it on my little blog because this is my space where I talk about whatever I want. Haters be... Continue Reading →
Sorry! I've been absent for 2 months from around here! Totally not intentional. The Alexanders have way too much going on lately. Lots of things are not going well at our house. It seems like when one thing finally goes right, ten other things go wrong. We're not backing down, but it just sucks. Taking... Continue Reading →
The last couple of months of 2024 were a challenge for me on the personal front. I was hit hard. So much that it forced me to take some extreme action - I took my tail back to counseling. Anyways, throughout those two months, I had time to find some things that have been suppressed... Continue Reading →
So, how you doing? I've become the worst at posting lately! Sorry. Much like you, life has been busy out here. Miss Aria is kickin' tail in school and all her activities. Mr. Alexander is doing his thing and I'm so fortunate to have him to do life with. Me, I'm still doing grad school.... Continue Reading →
If God gave someone the brain to create this awesomeness, why can't I unblock my brain too? Much like every creative to ever exist, I'm suffering from a mad brain block. I'll start a project, get stuck, and just leave it. I leave the project where I can come across it every day to remind... Continue Reading →
You ever go through periods where you know what you should be doing, but you still find yourself super lost? Totally me lately. Most days I didn't know my left from right as it was. Now I spend my days trying to get the gears in my brain to just move. It seems the smallest... Continue Reading →
Yesterday I started this huge blog to catch you up on all the reasons I’ve been M.I.A. from my little blog. Then my photos weren’t uploading correctly and I got frustrated, so I just put it away. Today I remembered a graphic a friend posted that totally spoke to me: Before Christmas, I had decided... Continue Reading →
When I was little, there was this big tree in front of our house. It had this perfect spot at the base for me to sit on. I would sit there looking towards the main street that cars would turn to go towards my house. Every time my parents would have another of their toxic... Continue Reading →
Whenever the world gets mad at me. Whenever I’m feeling down. Whenever I’m reminded of my own insignificance. Beer. Because beer has yet to tell me I’m worthless. “We are never sad, cause we are not allowed to be” - Rain
For as long as I can remember, my entire life has been filled with white noise. It's so loud. It's the insane mixture of everything in my life. Right now I have the constant screams of, "I'm not good enough!", "What are you going to do?", "Did you really come this far to just go... Continue Reading →
Midnight Revelry 